我爱他 -sad-

我爱他，

轰轰烈烈最疯狂，

我的梦狠狠碎破绝不会忘，、

曾为她相信明天就是未来，

情节有多坏，

我不肯信赖~

today..
i dunno what happen..
afternoon i met him...
he like moody.
he said dont feel like going anywhere.
so we went home.
play psp.sleep.
aikxx...
he is so sleepy.
so i help him to cover a mask and let him sleep more comfortable.
after that..
he fetch me back to school.
my car came.
then i came back home...
what he told me??
aikx...
he gotta go parade.
his boss ask him to go.
maybe to get salary.
but...
is it real??
i duno..
but nvm..
he reply less..
okay...FINE..its okay.
then i went jusco...
he reply me less also.
aikx..
feel like crying..
but i act like nothing.
just shopping with mummy.
then i called him when i walk alone...
but what he doing??
playing with his friends.
i calm everything down...
then FINE!
but he still scold me...
with those kind of sound.
just wanna let my tears get down.
suan le...
after that..
he said sorry.then i nothing d..
i keep everything in heart.
i backed home..
i called him again....
he told me he wanna go makan with his friends.
okay...i let him...
but he dint reply me again and again...
so i called him again..
he said he is driving..
okay..
so i hang the phone...ask him drive carefully...
okay...he reached..he told me..okay...
but when he eat..no reply again...
i cried...
i called him again...he said just reach his friend's house..
okay lo..he wanna download game to psp..
i waited him..but i msg him...
dint reply...
i cried and cried...
no respond too...
i just keep crying !!!
aikx!!!
but he dint care me at all..
what can i do??
NOTHING!!!right??
hmmm...
after that..
he just msg me...
say wanna wait more a while..
finally...
i STOP!!
i switch on my computer..
NO FACEBOOK!NO MSN!!NO EVERYTHING!
just wanna find song in youtube..
and let me cry again...
but i saw blog...
so i only will write these all things here...
to release my feel...
i really sad and sad!!
finally he call me...
till NOW..
he just like..
aikx...
dunno to describe his word now

5/05/2010 11:42:00 PM ·