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Tuesday, March 30, 2010
thank you

thank you,LENG!!!thank you,LENG!i know geh la~but..you know my reason geh lah.aikx.
i hope that i can do that.but i really cant.i dunno why i will like that and last time i wont.

why is because of HIM?
i used my time.my young.my face.to LOVE YOU!but i dunno what i get~
GET a hurt??a breakable heart?

Friday, March 19, 2010
KL

i went KL on wed.!
with HIM.fish and leng.
i miss that day.
we walk in the shopping mall the whole day.
sungei wang and time square.
walk till our legs lembik.
hahaa!
we bought our nice stuff.
FISH bought the much.
she is sososososo RICH.hees.
HMMM.
i want to go again.
i havent shopping until 9 9!!
i havent bought my other stuff enough!
when can i go again?
after SPM?
='(
aikx...
SPM make me.........aikx.scare lah!

Sunday, March 14, 2010
我爱他

really is HARD!aikx
too many BITCH around YOU!
and me!
sure we will have problem.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010
HIM!

i miss him!i miss him!i miss him!
all is about him.
i also dunno is how now.apa lah him!!aikx.
xong xong yau call me babe.ng xong jau sleep.
what are you thinking lah?
aikx..

Sunday, March 7, 2010
a MISSION

to avoid you!
to forget you!
to get rid of you!
to not talk to you!
to ignore you!

but..........

IS THIS MISSION POSSIBLE?

Saturday, March 6, 2010
i should feel happy i think

TODAY
is my school sport day!
whao!!
i am too high!
YELLOW HOUSE won the champion again!already 3-4 years!woohoo.!
most happy thing is!!!!!!!!woohoo.YELLOW HOUSE MARCHING TEAM get CHAMPION too!
both CHAMPION!woohoo!
i am the yellow house marching team leader.so i super special HIGH!
cause........
haha.....
my TEAM is nice enough!!
ytd when we practice in the hall.the PURPLE team girl still boo us.said our command not loud enough!
LOL!...but...
we are special.we are creative.and today we are loud enough.ytd we just keep our voice for today.so finally we did it.
you all are.BUT is only the flag part is creative.the captain run with the flag.
our whole TEAM is nice and CREATIVE!
LOL!...yesterday you all boo us.
but judges like us!
woohoo!you just not in the list to get a marching prize.
oops.SORRY!
hmmmmm.i am TOO HIGH!woohoo!cause i teach them.!haha.
i scold them!haha..i think the formation!haha!
too happy to get the champion!last year we just the 1st-runner up!
haha!!
BUT then after that.i went parade.cause when YELLOW HOUSE marching team get CHAMPION!i think of HIM!i dunno why.maybe he just glad me ytd night.
so THANK YOU!
i went parade to find him,and i find chris and kenji!haha..chris working place is just beside the bitch gang working shop!LOL!so i LOVE to sit there.
you wanna see me huh!??LOL!come on!just see!i sit there waiting for you to see me!not only the bitch keep looking at me.is the bitch gang also looking at mE.woohoo!i went down to find ah haur too!but you cant!haha!ne ni ne ni bu bu!
HAHA!
i go down and ask him that is it the BITCH.he said dunno.so he went up and see.
i talked to him in front the BITCH!lol.
jealous sei her.then i ask him is that the BITCH,he said yea.
so make me wanna stay in chris's place MORE.haha..see me la see me la.STUPID!
hmmmm.
then i pretend that i date with KENJI.i call her baby in front of the bitch.she looked at me.
LOL!KENJI hugged me in front of her.LOL.she look at me more and more.haha.
till every second she look at me!LOL!.
i am happy.LOL.
cause i wanna tell the bitch!i wanna let the bitch know!
you can rampas my boy!but i still can get a new one.and we are sweet enough in front of you!
today
i learn something too.today i keep thinking of what carmen told me ytd night.what her sis did.haha.
so i will do that too.just let it be.let him regret.
if he really love me.he will find me back.not i gotta find him.
THANK YOU CARMEN WONG!

Friday, March 5, 2010
all is about him

YESTERDAY
apa la saya doing?
i went to find him!.why??
actually i dint go and find him geh.i went zom to see clothes.suddenly he come there and stand beside me.ask me is it find him.i said no.aikx.
but then he still stand beside me.follow me.he said dont fake la.like that.i just smile.
aikx.but i really dint talk.
then he went back RUM.
i chat with ah ying.
she told me opposite that girl is his gf.
i cant control myself.
i go RUM.and find him.
i said your gf is there huh.
he changed his sound to talk to me.
changed everything.
i dunno why.
but he keep on saying that is ah wai's gf.not his.
aikx.i dunno who is cheating me.
who should i beleive.aikx.
i dunno.
i really dunno.
aikx.
i cutted my hand yesterday in the fitting room again.am i really that stupid??!why am i!!?

1 week has gone

So today is friday again
last week.we argued.then he still sms me.ask me wanna how.
but that day he already met a girl...!!why!!!??!!
saturday the girl get this number.
he gave.sunday sms whole day.then night dah together.
but he still finding me and i did miss him too.
he dint even let me know.
today is the 8th day.
but i cried for him since last friday.7 days.
i haven't cry today.
aikx.but after chat with carmen and saw loke's blog.
feel like crying again.
maybe carmen is correct.
i shouldn't be stupid anymore.
but i really cant put down suddenly.
i cant.really cant.
SORRY to myself.
i cutted my hand on tuesday.
cause that time i only know that he have new gf already.
i cant accept the fact.
cause i do love him but not much as last time.i know.
the girl is only 16 years old la please.
i already 17years old.he already older than me 10 years.
i let you go last time.cause i want you to get a girl that really can marry with you.
but why you do that??if the girl is 20++..i will accept i think.BUT all is too fast!!
but this new gf is only 16.he still bluff that girl he is only 20!what the hell!enough please.
i cry for him in the pass 7 days.
cry till 4/5am everyday.
he know.and i am on the phone with him too.but he dint say anything.just ask me to sleep.dun cry.bla.i only need your care..!why is that so hard to get?
everyone said we are sweet last time.but why you can change so suddenly.WHY?!?!?it's HURT!
i really cant accept the fact!i cant.
i get to know all his things by my friend.he did that to me.but why dont he tell me.
still chat with me.sms with me.why?!
why you must treat me like that
this three days.
i only eat a bowl of noodle to tahan the whole day.the 60sen noodle,you can think how big is the noodle.
i have marching.i have to stay under the sun.i have to run here.run there.
but i just ate a bowl of noodle.
i dint even eat when i at home.
i just stay inside my room.and cry.
WHY am i STUPID!?!?